June 2013
3 posts
May 2013
30 posts
Do you ever just look around and realize you have nothing?
No one?
Like your life somewhere fell apart and you can’t figure how it all went wrong?
It’s like I just woke up and it all hit me
So much it overwhelmed me to the point I can’t breathe or think
I don’t know anything anymore
Some days I wish I could go back
To the days when my heart was not so plagued with pain
My head not so cluttered and disarrayed in confusion
My soul still in tact, not shattered from the betrayals
When I believed in everything and everyone
When everyone believed in me
When I believed…
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So I’m getting pretty pissed right now. Because I write to write and get the thoughts out. I use my tumblr. And lately my friend has been all mean and judgmental
And it’s everything. Like stop, I’m getting it out. I wrote about my assistant and how I felt like whatever leave me alone It was in my head how boring work is without him.
I can say and do what I want and this should be my private space to vent my feelings. Fuck. I’m gunna make a new blog
April 2013
34 posts
I don’t get horny anymore cause I miss him and get depressed so I fuck people over and talk to them and get them all excited just so I can have them tell me I’m hot but I never see them in person or anything cause I don’t want to do anything I have no desire to. I only want him and I can’t so I’m over it
I shaved my leg and didn’t realize I cut myself and it Won’t stop bleeding and there’s blood everywhere and I wanna cut so badly. I’m on the bathroom flooring shaking holding toilet paper to my ankle and little puddles of blood are around me. I won’t cut I won’t buy this isn’t fair at all